Because good people care about the ripples they make. And because, as trite as it sounds, doing the right thing often sucks in the short term in the interests of the long. Hang in there, lovely girl.

Because change scares you a little? Especially when you initiate it...?

Because doing the right thing isn't always easy... and you're a nice girl who doesn't like hurting others?

Hang in there... and hugs...